sleep much?

I’ve lost everything that I’ve ever cared about.

I’ve distanced myself from everyone around me.

I can’t function the way that I am now.

I care about the wrong things in my life that shouldn’t matter.

I sacrificed everything that I had while I was blind.

I’m unhappy with my life and I miss how things used to be.

take me back to the fall, when I cherished each day I survived.

I’m stuck, I want to be happy but I can’t

“god gave me this life
to challenge me
to allow me to learn
and cherish what was lost
for I have failed

what has been lost will be returned
until then I wait
though I suffer now
I shall wait
and I shall be saved”

Im trying, but I fail so many times.. I just need to step and do it.

stop saying that I will and actually start.